Decided to Stay Still

Day 217: Last night I had another one of those Aha moments. The previous week had not been a good one in my business and it left me numb. I struggled to attend my Zamzuu meeting because I feared if I didn't attend I may very well not go back again.

I knew that I needed to go on a fast to cut out all the noise so I could hear from the Father. Yesterday was my first day of a three day fast of turning my plate down and spending time in the word and in prayer. To my surprise, I would begin to hear at the meeting as my spirit was rejuvenated and my focus renewed.

I want to move and I can not figure out how to make that happen for myself right now. There are new challenges to getting financing when you're a start up entreprenuer. But more than that the home I want seems so out of reach. So what do I hear, go buy some new furniture an make this place your home. Wow!

Not only that but I was just telling a friend how much I wanted to have the financing for my magazine so I could really start working on what I love. Then our meeting outlined what is coming up the pipeline for my network marketing meeting and it blew me away.

So, I can see a little clearer now as I move and keep understanding that I need to lean not to my own understanding.It's almost 12:00 am and one of my goals this week was to get in bed earlier as I work on being healthier.I didn't accomplish it today but this day was very productive for me and I turn in feeling good. I'm standing still but by no means am I still.

Things may not come when I want them but I do know that God is never late and He is faithful to what He promises. Not for our name sake, but for His own name.