Please Remind Me Why I'm In Grad School?

Day 247: Make me want to holler who dropped you on your head as a baby Rita Owens. Oh my goodness, grad school is so darn hard, hard. One day I think I'm as smart as I cant be. Then you turn around and have a day like I had in Second Life and you just ask your self why.I don't need another degree as I already have two

Tonight here I was in Second Life which is a virtual environment where people go to play and even live out heir fantasies with about 40 other classmates. Why am I on a team where none of us know anything about the virtual environment? While I was tripping at some of the younger kids profiles i.e. gamers. You can believe me when I say I so wish one of them had landed on my team. Just goes to shows you when you start to judge people by what's important to you. I'm sure no one else has ever pre judged someone based on who we want them to be?

My avatar Twinkle Darmoset had the body of the girl next door pink polka dot dress and all. I was by far the wackiest person at the professor virtual house tonight. Even the professor's avatar was a sexy hot red head and that is defiantly and alter ego thing going on.

I'm going to the beach tomorrow still having to do homework all weekend. I just want to let everyone know that timing is everything. And the timing for me to be in graduate school could not have been worse. I really want to quit school but that is not the option on the table for me. I'm not a quitter but I sure feel like kissing this idea good bye, sirrah nara, see you. But atlas, I have to lick my wounds, get back up and start where I left off.

That's the good thing about God. Even when we are messing up He looks at our hearts and allows us to get back up again. Ah, grace!